About to give up 🤷‍♀️

About to give up with trying to have another child by my husband. But I want another one so bad that when I tell myself I just need to stop I keep trying. I talk to him about my plans during my fertile window but it seems like every month he tries to ruin it🤷‍♀️ when I want to BD every other day. He drags it out to like 2 times through the window. And when I finally get a positive opk or peak I can't get him to do nothing. He's even gotten mad and was talking about just doing a insemination 😔 I'm just getting so tired of putting the effort in all this for nothing. Idk what to do???