Getting Discouraged

Here’s my story find out I was pregnant on 3/6, happiest day of my life, me and my boyfriend have been trying for a few months, 1 week later on 3/13 started to spot, Instantly knew something was wrong because I don’t bleed when I’m pregnant so I decided to take another pregnancy test and it was negative, when I say I was devastated that’s an understatement, The next day which was a Sunday I went to the ER and they told me I wasn’t pregnant anymore, one of the worst days of my life I didn’t know what to do or how to feel fast forward to April we were very lucky to have gotten pregnant again on 4/9 but two weeks later on 4/22 I started to miscarry again so that was even more devastating than the one in March. So I’ve been tracking my ovulation like I did before and I ovulated on 5/6 and I was ecstatic, but I’ve couldn’t wait to test and keep getting negatives, I spotted yesterday and it was a light pink/reddish in color so I’m assuming it’s af, which is more maddening.. So please send me lots of baby dust, and maybe one day I’ll get my rainbow baby!! Good luck to everyone out there who’s trying for a baby!!