I hate being pregnant & what it’s doing to my body

I know some women relish in it but I’m actually miserable. From the first month it’s been nothing but constant pain, cramps. I’m on bed rest so I can’t have sex, I can’t walk around too long without being at risk for a miscarriage.

I was already a curvier women when I got pregnant, about shy of 200 pounds so now once the pregnancy is over I’ll be close to 265. I’m in so much pain, I feel the worst I’ve ever felt in my life.

My appetite isn’t the same, some days I feel depressed, my nose is huge and my legs are constantly throbbing. Not only that, but I’m going through the pregnancy single so I don’t even have anybody to comfort me or take care of me while I’m pregnant.

I have no family alive and my friends are all out of state and haven’t been very supportive since the start of the pregnancy.

I’m devastated at what pregnancy is doing to my body, I’m 7 months along now and there’s a chance I could have the baby around this time. I’m so scared of dying when I get to. The hospital to deliver the baby. I’m almost starting to regret this entire pregnancy. My OBGYN told me that I’m going to have full blown heart disease after the pregnancy is over. Of course I’m going to love my baby, and I would never ever consider adoption or abortion at this point but I’m absolutely miserable. I feel like having a baby has ruined my body, health and overall life. I didn’t plan for this baby, but having been through an abortion before — when I got pregnant I had no question but to keep my baby. I’m 22. I’m just so ready for it to be over.