My boyfriend is not aware of my feelings sometimes

I’m so mad at my boyfriend, I swear I feel like he’s not conscious of me at all. We we’re playing ‘this or that’ the other day with his sister, and this question comes up in relation to what you find attractive ‘curves or big boobs’ and he confidently says big boobs..when I literally have curves but not big boobs, like cool ur being honest but I wouldn’t say the opposite of what my boyfriend has personally, because if I’m going to spend the rest of my life with this man I don’t want him to feel like I don’t find what he unattractive. In the past he’s made a comment like ‘obviously there are girls who have better features than you’ and ‘I used to be attracted to certain features (aka boobs) but not anymore’ because obviously he’s with me. I’ve NEVER felt insecure about my small boobs until I got into my first relationship which is with him, because I was seeing myself from the male gaze, how he sees things and what guys find attractive and naturally that’s how you want to be to ur partner. I mean he says my boobs are enough but why emphasize that you like boobs when I literally don’t have them? It’s just damaging as shit, and I’m mad that I feel the need to search up online ‘how to grow your boobs’ I shouldn’t have to. And if I bring it up I feel like he’ll think I’m sensitive af