I’m so sad was trying to surprise my hubby with a positive test...

I purchased him some Jordan’s he’s been wanting in hopes that I would have a positive test to put with them. These are shoes his dad once had (his dad is no longer alive) I ended up getting Aunt Flo Monday but decided to save the shoes for when I do get pregnant....well today I get home from work and he literally just traded his lebrons for the same Jordan’s I bought him!!!! 😩😩😩😩 I was so emotional and upset I couldn’t help but tell him how he unknowingly ruined my surprise I was gonna do when I’m actually pregnant. Now I can’t even save it for him like I planned. I’m even more emotional cuz af showed up and had she not I would have had the shoes before him to surprise him with a positive test...feeling defeated...and I may need to get a polyp removed so another surgery to be able to conceive. I’m exhausted 🥺