What did I do to the universe?

About 6 months or so of me getting out of a 5 year relationship, I jumped into another one. This man swept me off my feet and was so good to me. It sounded to good to be true, I even asked myself is this my fairytale romance. We even got engaged and we started trying for a baby. Fast forward to last week we had a drunken argument. He is in jail now for domestic abuse for putting his hands on me. We live together and I moved to a different state for him. I dnt know what to do right now. I just started a new job a few months ago and even bought a dog with him. I know I deserve better but I want to bail him out and I’m over here sad because I’m ovulating and will miss out on that ugh idk but it’s like my life changed all in one day and I just wish it all didn’t happen.