I want to share my feelings.

So today I was at a birthday party to my husband’s family and they have a big family my family is not here I came to the usa after marriage and It’s been 2 years that I’m trying to concieve everyone around me got pregnant and their babies are now a year old they have like 3-4 kids and some of them are pregnant now and I’m not saying anything bad I’m happy for them but I was just crying inside for myself 🥲

And I came home I went to my room and just cried. I feel like it’s never going to happen to me and I’m never going go have my own kid.

I just only want one for now, but I’m kinda tired of this 😞