He's doesn't really care about me...

I just got back from a one month vacation. My boyfriend and I took a break during it but he kept messaging me that he missed me,etc. He kept talking about us getting back togethor. We got back a few days after getting back. Now he's showing no effort and not even giving me the minimum.

I'm a single mom and don't have a babysitter. We were suppose to see each other yesterday but when my babysitter called out last minute he decided he didn't want to see me anymore. We were suppose to go today morning to the park with my daughter he ghosted me. When he finally responded he said he was going to the park w me in the afternoon. He didn't show up he went to the gym with his friend.

You would think after a long time of not seeing me he would want to spend as much time with me...but no....

My gut instinct says he does not sincerely care about me and just wanted to see if I was still crazy about him to boost his ego...