did I mean nothing to him?🥺

me and this guy were on and off sexually for almost two years. besides sex, we were really close. I always felt like there was more between us and all of our friends did too, but we never made anything official. about a month ago, we had sex for the first time in a few months. we did it raw, multiple times and showered and cuddled all night afterwards. he was being so sweet to me and kept flirting with me the entire week afterwards also... when suddenly he stopped replying. he had done this before so I wasn’t surprised, but it still hurt considering we had just had sex. I went out with some friends and ended up taking pictures with his close friend (that has asked me out on a date before)

not even the next day, my guy is posting another girl’s butt saying “that’s me” and then continued posting her the rest of the weekend... on his private story that he knows I’m on.

This really hurt me considering we had JUST had sex a few weeks ago RAW. & he was just recently flirting with me. I don’t know it he was trying to make me mad or what, but it worked.

a week later, my friends tell me about how he’s been hitting them up asking them to hangout and even offered them gas money to come see him!! one friend told me that he told HER, that I “make my teeth look better in pictures, but they’re fucked up in real life” this hurt me immensely considering my teeth are my biggest insecurity and he knows that.

I’ve since blocked him without explanation, and gotten std tested (NEGATIVE 🥳) but I can’t help but to look at his insta and stuff and see how this new girl comments on his stuff now. my brother has him on Snapchat still and he tells me he posts her so much. I just don’t understand, Did I mean nothing to him?

how was he acting so happy with me, but then seemingly so in love not even a few weeks later???

I’ve blocked him and unblocked him before (not proud of this) and it bothered him so much, why isn’t it bothering him now??

my confidence is down the drain and I just feel pathetic.