So I went for my 18 week anatomy scan, tech didn’t say anything the entire time except for go empty your bladder and come back. She said everything looked good but she couldn’t get the full scan done due to the babies positioning. She did however say she got the gender. I’m having a hard time currently as I was hoping for a girl, opened up the pictures and it says boy. Either way I’m just hoping babies healthy and happy no matter the gender especially after 4 miscarriages and dealing with hyperemesis gravidarum. However already previously struggiling with depression has taken its toll as well and gotten much harder throughout this pregnancy. Basically what I’m trying to rant on about, is it normal to be this disappointed? Will I feel better about not having the little girl of my dreams? And also, could this ultrasound tech have been wrong?!

Here are my photos she gave me, what do you guys think?

Thanks in advance for reading this, sincerely one sick and sad momma ❤️