Need motivation !!!

I gained 60 lbs with both my pregnancies, lost it all the first time in about 9-10 months. I’m 6 months postpartum from my second and have lost 50 lbs and the past 3 weeks my LO has been nursing a ton from growth spurt and so my eating has been all over the place, I’m hungry a lot and been doing a bad job of planning meals to keep me full so I’m just grabbing whatever. Now I want to get back on track to lose the last ten lbs and feel like myself again but I’m feeling blah about it, feeling lazy about planning my meals and just lack of overall motivation but sick of the extra weight. I need some encouragement!!! 😩