Being strung along for almost 7 years by a man I truly love was not what I wanted out of life. My fiancé took the initiative and proposed to me almost 4 years ago and will not make any plans to move forward with marrying me. I’m 36 and he is about to turn 44 and i just can’t take being strung along anymore. This is my life too. We have talked about marriage for a long time and both voiced how important it was. It was something i never pushed on him, nor did he on me, but I’m disgusted with myself, to say the least, that I’ve been “waiting” on something that is apparently never going to happen. I guess I’m just venting, not really looking for answers or anything. He has basically led on me and in my opinion, only proposed to pacify me. This has been discussed more than once and I’m just tired of having the same discussion. I’ve made my decision to leave and move forward with my own life.