Feeling guilty that I went out.

So I live here in California and as of the 15th of this month California lifted the mask mandate if your fully vaccinated and has opened everything. So yesterday I found out I got into grad school and my bf wanted to take me out to celebrate. He wanted to go out to the bar and dance. I decided to go I had a lot of fun and danced the night away.

This morning I felt kinda guilty. Last night was the first time I go out since Covid happened. I’m fully vaccinated my family is fully vaccinated and idk why I feel guilty that I went out last night. A part of me feels the reason why was because my grandpa past away from Covid last November and since then I sort of hid myself in my house and would hardly go out. So a part of me feels bad because it feels like I shouldn’t go out.