Husband won't let me wear a bikini.

I'm so annoyed, mad, frustrated... you name it.

So we have been together almost 5 years (4 married), and he's always had a problem with shorts, tank tops, whatever. I basically told him right from the beginning he can get over it cause I'm gonna wear shorts and tank tops. He gets jealous to sum it up.

He got over the shorts and tank top part, but he WILL NOT get over the idea of me wearing a swim suit. And yes, I have not went swimming ONCE since we have been together. I thought he would grow out of it since it seems so immature, and frankly, stupid.

Well we are going on a beach trip, which I so badly wanna swim at! I tried to ease into it by finding one piece swim suits (which this alone makes me irritated) but he a problem with every, single, one. Too tight, too much cleavage, your butt cheeks aren't fully covered... and I promise you guys, I am not trying to wear thong style or overly revealing swim suits, just basic ones.

He freaked on me today, and said to cancel the beach trip because he is done talking about it. I'm honestly so beyond frustrated, idk how to even approach this anymore. I've tried. I have NO problems with anything he wears, idk how this is justified. I've been faithful to him from the beginning, we trust each other in every other aspect except he won't get passed this?

Please give me solid advice... and the not the "you need to leave him" kind cause I love this man with all my heart, we have a special marriage and honestly never fight, we are so happy outside of this issue... idk how to fix it.