Feel like I’m out before I would even know…

I’m only 7dpo. Too early to even test or to know whether or not we conceived this month. I had really high hopes this month, only now I just don’t feel like this is it. I keep trying to convince myself that this could be the best week of my life, but it doesn’t feel like it. Anyone else struggle with anxiety and feeling down post ovulation? I feel like I’m always more down after O. Feeling sad. Trying to stay positive… just gotta keep on chugging I guess 😔