I'm obviously never having kids.

Ive been trying so long that it's gotten to the point where l genuinely believe in my heart and soul that I will never get pregnant.

Everyone else who's been trying for 4+ years seems to be finally getting pregnant and being able to afford IVF and all that jazz.

But it's just never going to happen, I can no longer picture myself holding my baby. I can no longer feel the hope and promise that was once inside me

The idea of being a mother has become so abstract to me that I can't picture it anymore. Like it's a fairytale, an unachievable dream that doesn't happen in the real world.