39 weeks and my toddler is just too much today

Preface with: I’m a stay at home mom, I have been since my son was about 8 months old. Which honestly is harder than any job I’ve ever had.

🤦🏼‍♀️ I am just so physically and mentally depleted. I’m trying so hard to cherish these last few days with my 2 year old as an only child. But recently he’s discovered temper tantrums, the word no, not wanting to do anything/being satisfied with anything, and not napping. It is taking every last ounce of anything I have to be patient and loving with him.

On top of that, I have a test tonight for a professional certification that I need to study for at some point. But today I’ve cried at least three times because I’ve just got nothing left in me to be able to aptly handle anything it feels like. 😭

I know I’m just tired and I know it’s just a rough day. But man. It is so rough.