Breastfeeding anxiety

Chequitta • Wifey 💍, Mommy 💖💙 , 26 years old ♉️, Surgical Technologist! 😷🏥💉

Hey mamas so I stopped breastfeeding my first at 17 months. She’s now 21 months and I’m pregnant again due in January. Lately I’ve been having anxiety thinking about breastfeeding again. Anxiety like feelings that I don’t want to do it again. I feel like my breastfeeding journey with my first baby was pretty straightforward and by the book meaning no crazy problems or anything. Maybe it’s just that I’m finally feeling like I just got my body back if that makes sense. Idk what it is but I’m feeling guilty for feeling that way. Also probably some anxiety from going from 1 to 2 children in there also. Anyone else go though any feelings like this? I know I’ve got a ways to go before baby is here so hopefully those feelings will resolve….