Just ranting…

Life is getting to be bullshit right now. First I got sick with pneumonia, then lost my job because I couldn’t and WOULD NOT come to work while I was running 101 degree fever off and on for over a week. Then I got another job, a month later had a couple of MINOR slip ups and lost my job without any real warning… now I can’t find anything. Been battling pneumonia and bronchitis and a UTI since APRIL… (the UTI since the end of May.) then my mom had a stroke last month and was in the hospital and rehab for 3 weeks. Now she’s BACK in the hospital because she’s dehydrated. And my son has some sort of viral infection… now my father in law is in the hospital with a blockage in his heart, they don’t know if they’ll be doing surgery or not. (He’s 76 years old.) Not to mention we’re behind on SO MANY THINGS… we have no money to catch up on anything! And of course my husband “makes too much” for us to get assistance for anything. And unemployment is way behind and dragging their feet… I’m on the verge of losing my car because we can’t pay the note hardly! I can’t really talk to my husband about myself being stressed because he’ll take it as me making things about me and make comments like “I’m not allowed to be stressed.” I’m just fed up with being kicked when we’re down. Oh and not to mention we HAVE to find a place by the end of December, and everywhere we look it’s like $1,500-$2,500 a month. Just for RENT ALONE! Mortgage companies won’t even look at us because of our credit, which we can’t really get up right now because we don’t have the means to pay off outstanding credits… I’m just at my wits end!! And I know my husband is too… something’s GOT TO GIVE SOON!!