Let me vent (TMI- periods)

So my period is like 3 months late so my doctor started me on progesterone 6 days ago.

I told my husband that when I finally get my period I’m going to be in a lot of pain but this is months of built up stuff.

Well I started 2 days ago and everyday gets more and more painful and just gushes of blood and I would compare this pain to a miscarriage and he literally thinks it’s funny. His wife crying in pain asking all he does is rub her back and be nice and all he can do is make fun of me and tell me I’m a crazy bitch.

So like anyways I’ll have to do this alone like I do everything. 😄

And on top of that my son is soooo close to having to get a feeding tube and all my husband can say is how his kid ain’t normal. Like sorry his autism is making him hate food!!? But that’s fine, I’ll deal with that too all by myself like I always do.

And yes i am hormonal and yes I know I’m an awful person for wanting a little bit of affection from my husband but wtf? Sometimes I wish I never married him. He’s so mean sometimes.

If he’s not getting sex then I’m worthless.