38. 5wks. 1st Child.

I just found out I am about 5 1/2 weeks pregnant. I've been TTC for the better part of 15 years. I've got PCOS, among other things that previously prevented me from starting a family. I had a miscarriage last year, and it was devastating; as most of us know. I'm...so very nervous, but still trying my best to be excited. I'm already talking to her, and telling her how she's my miracle. I want to shout it from the mountain tops, but instead opted to wait til my 12WK mark. I want her so badly. There have been several people that object to 'late life pregnancy', and I'll admit my age does make me anxious. My heart is...so full, though. I'm hoping each day that this one is for keeps.