Me being irrational,stupid or just plain dumb?

Shawne

I’m 2,I’ve helped my family raise their kids. I went through a miscarriage three years ago…I didn’t know I was pregnant then and my old fuckship didn’t work out. To the point then ig lol,I want to have a kid. But,I’m single and never had a bf or been in any relationship. Idk how a healthy relationship works and I can be too honest and blunt with my words. I don’t want to just have anybody’s baby but,I want a baby like to go half on a baby with someone. My parents are also pushing me to give them grandchildren like bruh,you have two fur grandchildren and so many great nieces and nephews that I watch 4x a week sit down 😂. I would like some advice ig idk. This is weird for me. Ik I’m young but,I don’t want to be a mom pregnant in her 30’s.