No hate please 🙁

Posted about this before but just need somewhere to rant (not a lot of people feel my situation).

It’s another day and another pregnancy announcement. That’s 2 this week.

We’re currently awaiting test results for my husband (sperm analysis), since we’ve eventually made it to the very early stages of investigating our struggles to conceive.

I just feel like we’ve been trying for so long and trying so many different things and it’s just not happening and yet people all around us are expecting. It’s getting to the point where I’m struggling to feel happy for them, if anything I feel a little jealous. I just want it to be us so so badly 🥺