I hate feelings

So I have a crush on this guy, a guy I was suppose to just hook up with, and we never got to it bc he either flaked (red flag I know) or I was just too busy (we live about an hour and half away from eachother) but it’s been since 2019 we’ve been talking about it and now we were talking all night and for once it wasnt just sexting for flirting, and I thought it was a “moment” & fast forward I texted him bc we were suppose to meet up this week and he tells me he’s talking to someone….. and I’m a bit hurt, I know we never talked about our feelings towards eachother, but I really thought there was something there because he wasn’t just treating me as a sex doll and idk I’m just honesty’s just heart broken bc I know I have a big crush on him. We’ve been talking since 2019 & I was gonna tell him how I felt but then he said that so I just cried for a min and got back on my shit because I refuse to let him take more tears from me AGAIN. It just sucks thinking you mean something to someone and turns out you meant nothing to them but a sneaky link. I’m also not good with dating or guys in general so we can just say I’m staying single for a while 😕