Is this my bfp? 🤞 xxeditedxx maybe not!

Literally the only test I have in my house right now would you trust this test to be my bfp? Been trying 3 years now so I've kinda been thinking this is to good to be true could it be a false positive? 😕

Went out to buy a frer and got this! I'm absolutely gutted 😢 both tests done today how can 1 be a bfp and 1 be a bfn