Post partum hemmorage

Hi everyone. I just delivered august 1 and everything went from a quick happy delivery to being rushed to OR because I was hemorrhaging. This has been such a traumatic experience. Now I’m home everything seems to be going good but I’m honestly so scared of it happening. I’m in pain and felt very dizzy and weak the first few days. I received one transfusion and was sent home with iron pills prenatals and ibuprofen for pain. I don’t even want to move because Im scared of it happening again. The baby blues have hit so I think about it and start crying. Has anyone else experienced something similar?