*triggering topic* Being paranoid about MC

I’m a few days away from being 27 weeks pregnant. My last pregnancy ended at 24 weeks with a stillbirth and I was devastated. I was single and things were a lot harder for me and I had to grieve mostly alone. I still get upset on certain days like due dates and around the time I found out I was pregnant with her. This time around I have a supportive in law family, a very caring man and a lot of help but I still can’t shake the feeling of what if something crazy happens and I miscarry right before the baby is born. I know it’s probably normal to feel this way but did any of you feel like this? I know I message my doctor a lot and ask tons of questions and get worried if I don’t feel movement for a certain amount of time even though he’s just sleeping 🤦🏼‍♀️ sometimes I just make myself crazy.