POSSIBLE Placenta Accreta

Well after a month and a half of waiting i finally have an appointment on Tuesdsy to find out if i have placenta accreta.. im more nervous now than i have been the whole last month.

I feel stressed and overwhelmed at the possibility of what ifs.

Doing my best to stay calm and positive but honestly its so hard.

I know my baby is okay but this will change so much about my birth plan..

And even though i dont plan on having anymore kids, my OB said if i do have this ill need a hysterectomy and the thought of that breaks my heart.

Im just a mess.