this summer has made me realize how unimportant i am in people’s lives

no one ever calls me to make plans, i’m always the one initiating them. when plans go through, there’s a 90% chance i get bailed on. i have 1 friend in my hometown who i can rely on to not ditch me. most weekends im alone and it hurts so bad seeing other people’s stories at bars and with other people. i used to wake up with a phone filled with notifications and now, i wake up with not one. this has never happened to me, i used to always be social and it was easy making friends! now, no one bothers anymore.

im young and im wasting my years, im bored every night and theres just no one else i can call. it’s such a lonely feeling idk what to do!