Need support

Hey ladies so this is my 8th pregnancy with only one living child. I’ve lost 4 baby’s in a row in early pregnancy then I lost 2 baby’s back to back in the second trimester due to incompetent cervix and my last loss was May 31, 2020 so it’s taken forever to even get pregnant again. I am so scared now because I’ve not only struggled to get pregnant then struggles to make it past the first trimester but then also struggled to make it to term so there isn’t going to ever be a point in this pregnancy to where I feel safe.

And now I started having light brownish blood coming out and I’m just so scared and so not ready for all the months of fear. I need help feeling more positive please.