would it upset you if your friend wasn’t there for you because …

i recently got out of a mental facility because i’ve been battling problems with my mental health. i had a sudden break down and had to be rushed to the hospital for being suicidal. when i came home my best friend didn’t talk to me for a month. yesterday she finally spoke up and said it was because i didn’t tell her that i was close to having a break down.. she knows what goes on in my life, she never have any advice for me. all she tell me is “it’ll be okay” so i kinda fell back from venting to her. now that i know she wasn’t talking to me for a month because she didn’t know i was close to a breakdown hurts my feelings because that’s honestly when i needed her the most. she made me feel as if i did something to end our friendship which made my mental health worse! how would you ladies feel about that?