Even God couldn't blame me now

I am the only trying person in my marriage. I'm so sad feel unloved.

It's so hard he provides, he doesn't have anger, he just isn't around.

I need more love, I need a partner.

I need someone I can relay on.

What's the point in communicating if it does nothing. What's the point of coming up with plans if I am told to just manage.

If I called it quits and just lived happily alone God couldn't blame me, I've tried, he knows I tried.