Feeling not good enough 😔

Out of all the eggs retrieved and the 7 fertilized, only one has made it to day 5 blast.

They have biopsied and sent for testing.

I’m feeling horrible. Defeated. Scared. Old. Like something is wrong with my body.

Ideally, I wanted two more kids (I have a child conceived naturally) so to only have one potential embaby is just heartbreaking. Having 0 would be worse, so I’m grateful for my 1 (hope it tests normal). The blast is a 4ab or 4ba (I forget).

Anyone else having a rough time with this process?