It's my grandmother's funeral on Monday and my sisters and cousins are HOUNDING me to be a part of the eulogy. I have said no 100 times (OK gross exaggeration) and if it were socially acceptable, I wouldn't even go to her funeral.

She was awful to me at times. And somewhat decent to me when it suited her. But the things she did to me.... I can't get over them and I've harboured resentment over it for years.

Sorry, but no. I am not going to stand there and pretend she was the world's best grandmother. She was mean to me. She belittled me and was downright abusive at times.

NO.