So today in school I told my friends that I don't like having sex with my boyfriend (he is ok with it) and that we haven't had sex since I figured out why I don't have fun while we're doing it.

All of them started acting as if I'm weird for not liking sex. They laughed and asked why, and when I told them it is just that way, they continued being (in my opinion) rude.

I didn't know how to react..

But now I feel so broken..

- For now we have agreed to not have sex, I told him that I'm not sure why this is yet and if it is me actually being asexual or if it is trauma that's holding me back, so we don't know yet -