Smoking after pregnancy?

When I was pregnant with my son I couldn’t smoke at all it would make me feel so crazy

( As If I was having a very bad trip)

But After I gave birth to my son I was so excited to smoke again because I was such a heavy smoker before I got pregnant. I started smoking 1 month pp. It was okay at first . I would do a little at a time but then it started to make me feel terrible and I wasn’t enjoying myself. I couldn’t relax & it was hard to see things properly or even communicate, So I stopped ..

Has this happened to any other moms before?

#FTM