baby baby baby

Literally is all I think about right now. Just did first cycle of IUI and I’m just going crazy, conceiving was never an issue for me not to sound arrogant but to say i never thought i had any problem conceiving since I’ve been pregnant 4 times two living kids two miscarriages but that was unplanned now im with my girlfriend and we’re actively trying im scared i won’t get pregnant now & I really want to give her a baby! She’s more masculine so she didn’t want to carry the baby. She trusted me with so much and honored me to carry her kid, I want this for our family I’m so nervous. Just need a buddy to help me through the TWW 😩