So this pic is from yesterday at exactly 34 weeks!

As of today I'm 2 weeks 6 days away from my scheduled C-section with my 4th and last baby a little girl named Zelda Yvonne and I'm officially doing it all by myself as my husband left me to raise our 3 small children alone while almost 7 months and even left me in our home which he didn't pay the rent for so I had to pack up everything, get a storage unit and have my family help get everything out without any help from him! He has been gone for almost 2 months and has only given me $100 towards child support and has only seen the kids a few times and kept the 1 weekend since all of this has happened. I am currently living with my brother and sister-in-law in their crowded house and am trying to find a place of my own! I put in an application for a house and should hear something by Monday hopefully. But this is all very hard because I never thought my husband would do something like this and leave me to raise our children alone especially while pregnant. I'm now a single mother and when my last baby is born I will have 4 children that are 4 years and under until my oldest turns 5 in December! I was done after my last but with covid and my insurance lapsing I couldn't get my tubes tied last year and we were going to do so with taxes but I got a positive pregnancy test just 1 week before we got our taxes back and I don't believe in abortion and neither did my husband. So I'm getting it done as soon as possible after this baby is born. I'm trying hard to just get thru all of this but it is hard for sure and especially with the situation. You think you know someone so well and then they just completely flip and become someone you feel like you don't know at all! It's like he is a complete stranger who happens to be my husband and father of my children! I feel like this is the work of the devil at hand because God wouldn't do something like this to a family, I pray to God everyday to cast the devil out of our lives and want as many people out there as possible to pray for us as possible! Thank you anyone who has taken the time to read my rambling and sorry for it being so long...