40+5 and getting depressed

I know a ton of pregnancies are induced these days but I can’t help but feel like my body is failing me because I’m 40+5 and have an induction scheduled tomorrow. I was so confident all pregnancy that things would just happen on their own and now I feel depressed and anxious and like there is something wrong with me. I can’t even get myself to feel excited. Anyone else feel this way? My family doesn’t understand why I’m so upset. I know I could wait it out a bit more but I am also getting anxious as I know there’s more of a chance for things to go wrong the longer I wait