Matched on bumble aug 1st, first date Aug 14, spent every weekend with him for six consecutive weeks, and lost my virginity to him.

He’s different than other guys, granted I’ve never really been a relationship. However he’s from oregon and was down here in LA for training. It’s been two days since he’s left and wow I didn’t think it’d affect me this much. He’s done LDR before since he was in military and although I don’t like the idea, I believe it can work. So we settled on that the day before he left that we can make it work especially since we really like eachother.

However, day two he’s back in OR and I notice a difference. Idk I feel like a little more distance, he’s not as “lovey” as he would be in his texts which I get since he’s settling down and getting stuff done. I Snapchat him and ended with “I miss you” snap and he responded to my other snaps but didn’t respond to the i miss you...idk maybe I’m just missing him too much? I don’t want to seem overbearing, but man this sucks. I want to call or FaceTime him but he hasn’t suggested either or anything so maybe I should wait a little more? Just seems out of no where considering how great the last 6 weekends were, we had fun, laughed, conversations, intimacy and all so idk...also I went away on a trip early on and he would be like “please text meee! And call me whenever you get the chance” so I guess I was expecting the same for this moment considering we aren’t sure when we’ll be able to see eachother again.

I appreciate anyone that reads this and responds...