Reminiscing 🍂🤎

As my son sleeps I’m awake looking at him remembering when he was small & inside my belly. (Even though I was huuuge) Boy how he’s grown. I love every second of being a mommy & that says sooo much because as we all know not every second is good, quite often actually I can get frustrated and I have those times when I just want to take a step back from my life and be me. Just be Chas you know what I mean? I’m always the “girlfriend”or “Jaxsons mom” and a lot of times it can make me feel as though I am loosing myself because with those titles of course comes all of the duties and responsibilities. But In these times I remind myself that my family IS EVERYTHING, & I wouldn’t want anything else.

-rant over just a venting sesh this evening.