In need of hope

mrs JY

I’m feeling so depressed although things seems to be fine. I gave birth 3 months ago and my baby didn’t cry properly at birth, so she stayed at the baby care unit for 8days before we were discharged but was told she had seizures, And was diagnosed with H.I.E due to birth asphyxiation and I’m so worried although she has been developing well she can raise her head well, recognizing my voice and that of her father’s, she makes a lot of coo sounds like she communicating, she already trying to grab things but was referred to a neurologist today every thing is so depressing, I don’t want my daughter to suffer this life is already too hard😥 my labor in general didn’t last more than 7 hours I wasn’t diagnosed of any illness all through my pregnancy, I wasn’t hypertensive at all but why did this happen to my baby

Has anyone had such experiences and how did u manage and what was the outcome