Making appointment

I found out I am pregnant, but here is the twist. I miscarry like crazy around 6-8 weeks. I’m 5 weeks now, so next Wednesday I’ll be 6. I hate this part. I really don’t even want to get bloodwork, early ultrasounds, or anything until 7-8 weeks. I rather ride it out and see what happens. I have had natural miscarriages and a blighted ovum at 8 weeks. That time I had my hcg checked like crazy so that’s why I didn’t get an early ultrasound. I guess I don’t have any questions just random thoughts in my head at this point. It’s so hard to get excited when my outcomes are not good. Thanks for listening.