So thank you so much for all your comments and everything and the previous post I did delete but now I’m just here for this one so last night I told the guy that they stand me up that I didn’t want to speak anymore but he was really reluctant as to why he didn’t want us to stop talking so I was reluctant

In just really leaving him alone and I don’t really know what to say or why he was trying to hold onto something but I honestly did feel 50-50 about why I didn’t wanna speak to him no more but also 50-50 that’s why I did want to be just because he wasn’t telling me the truth.

he claimed that he was supposedly telling me the truth after me trying to cut him off we spoke and he thought that this wouldn’t work also if I didn’t believe what he would say and I got out a of relationships a while ago and my mother thinks I’m walking back into the same thing slightly but I’m here just trying to have a open and honest and communication.

I guess this is why it’s so hard listening to so many people and not knowing what to follow I even if it was just with this guy or even with the next one 🤷🏽‍♀️