What to do if you have suicidal thoughts but don’t want to die?

So, a couple of weeks ago I came on here & explained what I’m going through, but now things are A LOT worse & I need some serious advice. So, i have epilepsy & to make a long story short, a few weeks ago CVS gave me the wrong dosage of medication, which caused me to have a severe seizure. After that I began having panic attacks & a lot of anxiety. I was currently in nursing school, but I had to take a medical leave of absence because of everything that was going on.

Now, today I just realized that I started having suicidal thoughts, but I don’t want to die. I looked up examples of suicidal thoughts & any other symptoms. Once of seen that, I realized I was having other symptoms to suicide. For example, isolating myself from friends, social media & work. I can’t believe all of this is happening to me & I don’t know what to do. Is it possible to cure anxiety & get rid of suicidal thoughts forever? Will I ever feel normal again? I’m scared