Turned 25 about 6 days ago

And so far I feel sad, hopeful, focused, excited. Happy to be 25 and mentally sane.

I’m detoxing, no more smoking cigarettes and weed. No more alcohol.

I was out drinking and I ended up blacking out.

It was not the 1st time I black out but I understand that drinking alcohol makes me black out.

So I learn that I shouldn’t drink anymore.

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I feel really disconnected with sex and sexually. I don’t know how to express my sexual side in a healthy way. I know that a man and a woman should be a couple and live happily ever after but because I’ve been single for 5+ years I’m searching for ways to explore my femininity and channel my sexual energy in a different way

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Career wise I’m super confused. I like everything

- I sing, I do yoga, I’m a great sales woman,

I think I want to work on my business idea, as well as go back to school.

and continue exploring my arts as a hobby without expectations.

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Saving up money for the future, I’m no longer going on shopping sprees or spending on things I don’t need.

Definitely not seeing anyone romantically just hanging with friends and family.

I will learn few new things this winter like - ice sckating and roller skating, martial arts 😊😊😊😊

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Now I’m going to get out of bed, get ready and go eat brunch and then go work. After I will read at the park and observe the autumn leaves and play with them a little.

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Thx for reading

Cheers 🥂

2months until 2021 is over, let’s be positive and strong 💪🏾