Prayers please 🙏

Keeping this anonymous bc I still want it kept between my husband and it may sound silly but, Sharing it here feels like cheating. Hence why I'm keeping it anonymous!!! Lol!!!

Last month I think I had a chemical. VERY faint lines and then negative test followed by spotting/super light period. Never bled normally. I was sad but I decided to just not stress over my body well.... I took 2 test tonight and both are positive and after my husband got done laying down our son, I showed him the test. Yall.... I have such a big mouth.. when we got pregnant surprisingly with our first I had already told my grama and my sis, and they had ran over and got me a digital to confirm. And I was worried about his reaction so this time, it just being us... it feels amazing. We weren't like trying really hard so this time wasn't unexpected and the feelings I have right makes my heart want to explode. This is what normal and not toxic feels like. This man and myself started off so rocky... I mean we both grew up in very TOXIC broken homes and to grow together and overcome makes me just love him and fall for him all over again. 🥲 anyways I know that cramping is normal, spotting can be. I've just been cramping on my left side today and we just had sex and when I went to wipe there was 2 very small dots of red. But I believe in God's will and the power of prayer so if you ladies could pray for me, I greatly appreciate it and thanks for reading if you got this far!