Anybody else feel this way?

I absolutely hate my body. Like HATE it. After having two kids... My youngest born in February...I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror. I'm 126 lbs, 5 ft even. The way my stomach looks, all the stretch marks on my hips, back, thighs, and stomach, makes me want to cover every inch of my body and not want anyone to see me. I don't feel like my body is even mine. It's not what it used to be. I get that I've "bounced back" like so many other people have told me, but I look and feel so ugly. I feel like I have no curves. No butt or boobs. I make my fiance turn off all the lights, including the tv to even be intimate because I'm terrified of him looking at me. I don't know. Maybe it's all in my head but I just needed to let it out. Hopefully someone else out there understands what I'm feeling, or could possibly help me figure out what's going on. I don't want to go see a therapist or anything like that for them to tell me I'm faking it like they did back when I was 19. (I'm 25 now).