young mom Struggle

Anyone else who got pregnant at a young age struggle with the fact that all the experiences that other people your age got to experience at a young age and all the just fun they had you likely won't be able to do because you will be too old for it and most of the people you would have these experiences with would now be having kids of their own. I have Been having a tough time the last few years I had my daughter when I was 19 pregnant at 18 been my daughter is now 8 soon be 9 all I have been is mom I have never had the opportunity to be me or so anything fun I am well aware that I chose to open my legs and I chose to keep her but I wasn't expecting to be raising her all on my own with very very little support from anyone she's with me all the time except for when she's at school. I got to fight with my mother her grandmother to babysit for one night and that's only 8:30-9:00 pm until 12:00pm the next day. I love my daughter to pieces but this isn't the life I envisioned for either of us I'm just so drained.