Maybe I just dot like it on me…

So I just realized that I dress the way I do… kinda tomboyish and not showing too much skin… because I don’t like my body at all… Ive struggled with my weight my whole life going from super heavy to normal to skinny but I just never like myself. I’m always trying to hide my abdomen, arms and chest… no matter how much I weigh! I’m not that big into fashion but I constantly find myself looking at clothing and I always think about why I wouldn’t wear them or if I looked like the model I’d definitely go for it so I honestly end up dressing to just cover my body… I’ve tried but I always end up feeling uncomfortable or o feel like I look stupid…

Am I crazy for feeling this way?